I'm smiling
smiling sadly

on everything
I say to you
on everything
I hear

Bizarre,soft,cold,
cute,warm and
friendly
All your words
I'm missing
badly
And I sit here
smiling sadly.

That stir joy in me
so magical are your mails
so enticing are your tales
I'm listening to them
quietely,
and smiling sadly.

Every little little thing
you say to me,
you do for me,
I'm cherishing silently
and smiling sadly.

Taking your name again and
again,
it didn't all go in vain,
gleaming with honeyed
pain,
I sit here smiling sadly.