I'm smiling
smiling sadly

on everything
I say to you
on everything
I hear

Bizarre,soft,cold,
cute,warm and
friendly
All your words
I'm missing
badly
And I sit here
smiling sadly.

That stir joy in me
so magical are your mails
so enticing are your tales
I'm listening to them
quietely,
and smiling sadly.

Every little little thing
you say to me,
you do for me,
I'm cherishing silently
and smiling sadly.

Taking your name again and
again,
it didn't all go in vain,
gleaming with honeyed
pain,
I sit here smiling sadly.

Your ununderstandable phrases
About unknown places
Are thunders and wonders
Here my imagination surrenders

Bud of hope about to bloom
and the autumn arrives.

I'm more scared of
happiness than of sorrow,
more scared of today
than tomorrow.

I cannot capture what must pass,
I cannot hold what is meant to go.

Happiness deceives
and I'm deceived.

Moment of joy
turns into tears
excitement ends
sleepless night remains

I'm always bewitched by the spell
that breaks too soon.

Life

Smile at your fate
on the life's gait
how's everything in here
hard to leave,hard to bear.

You

I haven't understood you
yet I adore you

I've never missed you
there's something more
that words can't describe to you

Whenever I come to see you
the words I have to say
unheard they sway away
as there weren't any thoughts
for you

I wish to feel everything around you
the aroma of thoughts
the music of voice
I could have done it
If I weren't dazed by you!

Life wasn't dissected before you
now I think of 'life with you'
and the 'life without you'

As days pass and frequently I meet you
I become more aware of you
and the more unaware of you

Eyes can't see the human existing inside
If you could confide in me and I could
confide in you.

Escapist

Hide me somewhere
somewhere in the dark
make me unseen
where should I disappear?

Hide me in my dreams
hide me somewhere
there's no one else
hide me where there's
only me

Hide me from my
recurring thoughts
that hurt day and
night

Make me senseless
for a while
take my pain away
stop me from brooding
over and over

Hide me somewhere
somewhere I cannot feel
somewhere I am not felt
I am not seen,I am not known
make me invisible,make me immune

Hide me somewhere
Somewhere in the dark.

Silence

I sit and stare at the walls,
thinking of you, and
craving for your words

It happens to me every single day
I stare like this,thinking of you,
craving for your words.

Sometimes your words enchant me,
sometimes they hurt
but I can't bear your silence

I blankly stare at the walls
thinking of you
and craving for your words.

...

Let me pour out all my
sorrows at once
don't stop me from
crying today
because it's time
to leave
don't be sad
I'll be happy there.

An unseen world

We two share an unseen world
about it no one hears,it remains so unheard

The world which carries
a blend of happy tears
and spontaneous smiles

the world that winks in hues
the world that sights sparks

In this world we two are awake
relishing the music of soul
dancing to the tunes of ecstasy

This world leads to endless roads of thoughts
never letting us break apart
every road ends on another road
another road meets another
and so on

the world goes on
painting on the canvas of our eyes
incomplete episodes of darling dreams
the dreams we both yearn to be true
yet a fear whispers

'with your dreams coming true
this world might say goodbye'
'

Happy tears

Happy tears
rolled down
on the cheeks

Today
they got to know
they would see someone
they hadn't seen
for weeks

eyes had waited
in silent depth

happy tears
today
strolled down
on the cheeks
they would see
someone
they hadn't seen
for weeks.

Moments

It's the time I relish moments
I live in the wave of feelings

It's the dawn of the new courage
I'm wandering somewhere on
the ecstasy bridge

I see your charming smile
and feel your kind style

Now I don't see the twilight
but the day so bright!